So I studied a LOT before my biology tests today.. And well, it paid off! I got a 90 on one and a 100 on the other! I was SO happy when I found out. I don't know what is going on... but cross my fingers, I haven't failed a test yet this semester! I guess caring about your grades actually pays off!
I didn't do too much today, but I still had an awesome day!!
I have made a huge decision. I am going to start creating my own workouts! I am going to type them up, with pictures of me doing the exercises for better explanation and I am going to post them on here :) It is going to be a great way to kick start my future goals and I will be able to help people in the process. Fitness is a way of life. It has changed my life for the better and I can't wait to share it with everyone who is interested!
I am also going to create a recipes tab on my page! I actually have more homemade recipes and tips and tricks than I think I do. I am even more excited to share those with everyone!
I have been good recently. I have becoming more and more myself. It is really hard to explain, but I am starting to come to terms with my life even more than ever before. The reasons on why I am here are coming more clear and the happiness I can share with others is coming to me a lot easier. I love what I do and who I am and nothing in this world can change that.
If you haven't seen the movie Frozen- I HIGHLY recommend it. But even more so, if you haven't heard the soundtrack I recommend that even more. (If you don't have iTunes, I have a link to download it in the 'My Playlists' tab to the left!) There is one song on the soundtrack called Let It Go. I am obsessed with it. I was listening to it tonight when I was on the way home from Michael's house and the lyrics made so much sense to me. First off- I am obsessive over lyrics and quotes. If you know that, you basically know me.
Like yesterday Michael told me that he was on youtube just listening to our songs (songs like: She's Everything, My Kind of Crazy, Give It All We Got Tonight.. etc) and it made me so happy. So S/O to Michael for being literally everything I could ask for in a man. Anyways- getting back on topic... I was listening to Let It Go! A few parts in the song rang so clear to me. I love getting little slaps in the face with these kinds of realizations.
"I don't care what they're going to say. Let the storm rage on... The cold never bothered me anyways"
"It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small. And the fears that once controlled me, can't get to me at all."
"The past is in the past."
Obviously in the first quote I don't mean that literally... I actually hate the cold weather haha.
But I mean it metaphorically. Let time keep moving along, let people keep saying what they are going to say. Nothing can bring me down. Nothing can bother me. I was listening to this song and immediately started smiling. I knew it. I felt the words. I felt even more negative energy leave my body. I was then filled with joy, happiness, and positivity. It is amazing how every single day I get one step closer to my goal.
What is my goal?
To be the best person that I can be. To impact the lives of people around me.
The second quote that I listed above is my favorite one. Distance always makes everything seem small. But there is something even better about distance... When you take a step back from a situation you can see even more of it. And I don't mean take a step back to look at only your side. Take a step back and look at the situation as a whole. Don't just put yourself in someone else's shoes, wear their shoes. Take a walk and take everything in. Things will become so clear.... and yes, small.
"And the fears that once controlled me, can't get to me at all."
Literally all I can say to this is when you realize that you have let go of all your fears.... you can finally be free. Free of whatever you once feared. And that my friend is the most beautiful realization anyone can come to.
(Spiders don't count as a fear by the way... if you never overcome your fear of spiders that is okay... you aren't the only one.)
So all in all.... LET IT GOOOOO!
S/O to my wonderful family and friends who has been supporting my love for my new blog. You will never understand how much your caring and supporting words mean to me. The feeling that I get when I receive love through my blog is unexplainable. I feel amazing.
S/O also to my parents for being the best parents that a girl could ask for. I would not be the person that I am today if it wasn't for you guys. We have tackled everything thrown our way throughout our journeys so far... Thank you for being the best role models for me and sissy. I love y'all more than anything and I hope that I am making you proud.
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